Be my listening ear.

Please bear with me, this is a stress post.

This is the crap I wish I could bear.
Honestly, I feel a sharp pain inside too.
It was all my fault, wasn't it?
This is the worst burden I have on my mind.
I tried making it up to you.
I know it was pathetic and insufficient to the pain that I've brought you.
I've resorted to many ways and they all don't seem to work.
I might be cheery in front of you, bear in mind that you're looking at an act.
I wanted everything to go right for you.
That was my only objective.
Yes, it all went the opposite way.
You aren't the only one who's scarred.
Everytime I talk to you, the past plays back.
It's safe to say that I'm not just traumatized, I'm chronic.
Please know that I'll never be over it.

P.S. : If you read this, do not feel guilty or anything as it was my fault all along.

-yewsuf